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Sunday, April 29, 2007i love C.T.B To the members of C.T.B: MaLi 'O' here... so do u all like the place? though tonight we didn c a lot of stars but we had a beautiful night rite >< ytd night me, cy n baba were still worryin abt the crisis gg on but gd thing we solved it today. really ppl don't keep things in ur heart Ks cuz it won't help in anything... the best way to express urself is only through words n emotions so say what u really feel ^-^ anyway tonight, other than gettin my whole legs bitten by mosquitoes, i understand our C.T.B more deeply le.. at least now i don't feel so far away regardin the confession thingys +=+ wad i mean is dat there always seems 2 be something in between us be4 i knew abt everythin ya !-! so i hope dat there won't be such thingys happenin in future.. small quarrels is fine but don't ever tok abt leavin C.T.B anymore Ks.. suddenly thought of a sentence dat was famous in the past " united we stand, divided we fall " [不要这么轻易的说出那句话, 因为那句话的杀伤力很重] kks dats all dat i wanna sae but i hope dat u all will always rmb 2night... [anyway, i have evidences] so tired le -_- gonna go slp le nites watashiwa tomodachi desuki desu 野猪玛莉 ^[oo]^ 12:27 AM Friday, April 27, 2007funny world ![]() in this world there's always happiness and sufferings... the most contradicting part is when sufferings and happiness can actually happens at the same time in the different parts of the world... BUT...happiness is always more than sufferings... Thus I LOVE THE WORLD. and my beautiful ordinary life... DON'T ALL OF US DO? JOE-Y
10:57 PM Thursday, April 26, 2007jus wanna share...MY LIFE!!! Well...picture speaks a thousand words:)
9:42 PM My review...i confess...V*^_^*V ![]() In this world,there's more happiness den sufferings... i hope everyone of u would love this world just like i do~I DO! Evidence:I LOVE MY BEAUTIFUL ORDINARY LIFE~ At this moment,i can tell that i am very happy... i will open my heart to the feeling of happiness~THAT'S ME! Evidence:My loving family members,C.T.B,F4 and the 'ONE&ONLY' who prompted me into writing this post~~~ JOE-Y~~~~V*^_^*V 1:29 PM Wednesday, April 25, 2007My honest review...(a innocent and good girl) ![]() firstly...i REALLY neh attacked DEAR MARY JIE-JIE verbally... (u mean accusing u eating?and flooding s'pore if u jump into swimming pool?) i know the CONSEQUENCES!!! sob...i never know when she wanna EAT HOTDOGS!!! wahahhahaha...opps...sorry(adjusting my specs) see?am i obedient? studying off, good girl aka JOE-Y
9:54 PM specially for JY hey u ask ur parent abt the sat thingy le ma? i really wanna faster bring u all there leh!! otherwise dat lcy will keep attackin me personally n i dun wanna bring her there liao ><> ok faster tell me the answer ok! 9:20 PM i'm happy i'm very happy becuz i saw something ^-^ initially when i go RP i really dread the journey but now although i still dun like it but i like the destination. becuz there is something unknown attractin me there. maybe it isn't dat bad 2 study in RP afterall. hope that it would be diff from the yrs of sec sch life... i wan some changes in my life but i still love our C.T.B the best >< u all will always be my 精神支柱 加油!! watashiwa tomodachi desuki desu 9:03 PM woohoo~~~ this week passes fast!!!so happy~~~weekends coming!!! gotta plan wad to do~~~ think should stop flying people aeroplane~~~ maybe goin out with my secondary 'FAT' frenz~~~ or CTB wanna date me?lol... FASTER before IM taken~~~ wahahahha laughing off, JOE-Y 4:19 PM Tuesday, April 24, 2007wad becomes of a broken hearted~~~ ytd night suddenly thought about this old song by westlife~ 'happiness is jus illusion...' wad becomes of a broken hearted,who have love thats now departed...' came out with this sentence: when devotion becomes illusion,this is wad becomes of a broken hearted~ guess im too bored...x_x ah boo~i CAN understand how u feel...committment part~lol JOE-Y 3:20 PM i'll love you till the end of time.. every breathe of mine i'll hold you by my side... .... let me die in your arms with youuuu... lol. i'm loving this song alot. =x i miss my ctb.! gurls, when can we b like in the past? going out, singing, mahjoning, playing, videoing and everything that we can do under the sun. i really love my ctb. m i committing myself too much? i dont think so. it's just my normal reaction eh?? lol.. meeting pls!!!!!!!!!!! everywhere we go we meet new friends, different types of friends, but i still my ctb! cus they are the one and only. CTB is special! =) luvess` wenlingg 1:52 PM Monday, April 23, 2007its the heart that counts... well...guess everything is fine... wahahhahah.... at the end of the day...its still the heart tat counts....:) JOE-Y 8:28 AM Sunday, April 22, 2007imjiayan. i have so much to say. yet i don't know what to say. im glad things r fine now. =) 12:06 PM Saturday, April 21, 2007Hurt and Tired...i'll rmb the happy times~eternal memory~ ![]() Felt sad for our dear members of C.T.B...
NOBODY seems to be doin ANYTHING when we know we gotta face something... SOMEBODY decided to take all the initiative to do SOMETHING... And when everything seems to be in place,HUMAN ERRORS came in... SOMEBODY realises human-being,is after all jus a human-being... DISTANCE does matters...realise today... And when TRUTHFULNESS did not reveal, SOMEONE often gets HURT... EVERYTHING jus piled up... At the end of the day,it's still ownself fault... And the fault seems to be---------->too much commitment towards SOMETHING IMPORTANT to me.... May be it's time to stop giving much... And start to heal wounds that has been curved deeply in one's heart... Sounds funny for the above statement? Well people...TRUE. So sorry...I think im gonna do what i think its the best for me le... GOODBYE C.T.B...(i really hope its jus for the time-being) As usual,time will prove eveything...i guess with doubts this time... But...let's spend time happily at mary house today~ i really LOOKED forward for this day... And guess i will remember this DAY:) saddening off, JOE-Y 1:09 PM Friday, April 20, 2007My mahjong day!!!!woohoo woohoo!!!LONG time neh show my 'PRO-SKILS' in mahjong le.... wahahhahaha..party,let's party,it's party time!!! and my show off time...TMR!!! wahahhahaha jus joking... laughing off, JOE-Y 9:03 PM who's tat? did 'wild pig mary sang' jus did the entry?wahahhaha...jkjk... hmmm...so we're meeting?? OK~~~~ JOE-Y 2:38 PM hi ppl ^-^ i'm eating pocky now in class...haha >< today's lesson quite ok n easy so nt much stress +=+ after today, we can finally rest Yeah!! its finally TTR.. we know FMT N the new PDT n i came up with TTR.. wad is TTR? its time to rest haha -_-!! guess we'r meetin this sat rite so lets all look 4ward to it Ks PS.watashiwa tomodachi desuki desu 1:07 PM my lovely girls, i miss euu alll!!!!!!!!!!!! ROARRRR!!!! wenlingg` 9:17 AM Thursday, April 19, 2007dog eat dog... the place where im now at is really....REALITY. Majority of the people here REALLY dog-eat-dog. You may be the BEST or rather,outshining then the others... but you never know 'whoever' is gonna do something to you... someone who smiles at you warmly?someone who jus like to be cool? u never know what lies beneath that person's face... im gonna lie low...and observe. and it's really time to grow up,for me... nothing on earth can be as perfect as what we always pictured in our mind, at least for now...it seems to be this way from my view... REALITY.FACE IT. JOE-Y 1:45 PM arghhhh...gonna faint *_* *vomit*...today's topic is on 'BLOOD'....i cant believe it... jus by seeing BLOOD,i can REALLY faint,by sliding?or wadever... and now im gonna touch this 'bloody topic'...SAVE ME!!! gotta search for those bloody photos...which i think WILL and CAN minimise my life-span!!!(lol...*vomit*) well,my heart is not strong...kekex... fainting off, JOE-Y 9:36 AM Wednesday, April 18, 2007sing with me! a whole new world:) jus dropping by to sing,'a whole new world'... *A whole new world ,A whole new world That's where we'll be That's where we'll beA thrilling chase A wondrous placeFor you and me. A whole new world, Don't you dare close your eyes, A hundred thousand things to see. Hold your breath it gets better.I'm like a shooting star, I've come so far,I can't go back to where I used to be A whole new world,With new horizons to pursue I'll chase them anywhere, there's time to spare Let me share this whole new world with you JOE-Y 8:33 AM Tuesday, April 17, 2007i have classmates with 明星脸.. i have a chubby-ier versiOn of 吴尊 in my class. when i first saw him, immediately the face of 吴尊 came to me! mary, really is lookalike!! um, the vOice also got abit like eh? wagagas!! den i have a seniOr who lOok like 许玮伦. aiya, stil got afew but i can't remember. i'll tell yuu gurls when i remember~ anw, guess who i saw in schoOl tOday, chinyee nd ahbOo? i saw CHLOE!! tsk tsk. i always thought she's in the bishan or simei college. until i saw her tOday den i realise she's in this schOol!! when i just saw her i was still thinking, eh. why is chloe in our schOol? LOL. im slow. i know. =x den she was sO hapy that she started jumping up nd dOwn nd screaming.. lol. but its gOod larh. at least i get to see anOther familiar face - which is impOrtant. =) im cOunting nd still cOunting. 2mOre hOurs tO meet up with my dearie nd darlings! CANT WAIT!! =D=D drained, jiiayann 3:46 PM 我们一起挺到底!! hey everyone lets all perserve together ok!! i know dat it is hard 2 adapt 2 a new surrounding without familar faces but when u feel tired n down, juz remember to tink of us... although we may not be able 2 be together like be4 but there's still the weekends ^-^ anyway don forget abt last sunday, a day dats veri memorable for us. whenever there's any miscommunication, juz tink back n DON keep anything 2 urself Ks!! Laoda~ though u did nt sae anything abt ur class but if gt any1 bully u, u also must sae.. tell them dat u gt a whole gang 2 support u!! N i'll eat the person up haha >< 772~ i know dat u feel lonely without us try 2 perserve on.. 我们一起挺到底!!! try makin frenzs with ur classmates n c if it'll gt better +-+ shorty~ hey u.. i don wanna take train alone with u!! haha juz jokin only.. i tink u don really gt any problems in ur class rite but if gt ppl bully u, u tell them u gt a frenz in RP who will EAT them up ok! mushy boo~ u must also perserve ok!! u today go back 1st means i must take the train alone with dat shorty.. arrr!!! SOS haha wadever -_-!! 加油 baba~ ur sch gg to start soon le so cherish ur holiday... u r the one who is the furtherst from us but we would not forget u... to 蔡头帮:i'll faster finish the thing i wanna do n bring u all 2 my secret place but until den, let's all work hard in schs Ks! there were days dat we were afraid of no where 2 go so now dat we have a place somewhere, lets try 2 do something out of it >< 加油!watashiwa tomodachi desuki desu ^-^ 12:23 PM girls, i really dunno how to react to all these thats happen now. jiayan, i really hope that euu can cope with euur sch life. try, okay? if really cannot adapt, den move on to wad euu think is suitable for euu bah. laoda, i dunno how is everything with you. just wanna let euu know we misses euu. sry abt ytd, cus i wasnt feeling well. even nw. chinyee, i got nothing to say to euu. =x mary, hope that euu're feeling better alr. =) baba, we dunno wad euu're doing know. hahas. take care anyway. =)) loves, wenlingg 9:46 AM Monday, April 16, 2007first day of schoOl. i cannOt do this. darlings, i don't like it here. God, can yuu get me out of here tOo? im drOwning myself in tears. 9:36 PM A Message To All : Mary aka ( stop eating n pay ) : First day in sch , can cope ma ? Seems like euu are doin quite well oh. That's good . Got anybody bully euu must tell laoda k ? Btw we are still watiting for yr kiSses , mary !! hahax ! Jiayann aka ( stop sliding down ): Hey gal , seems like euu cant really adapt to the new sch environment . If really cant , jiu do wad euu wanna do okays ? BUd i'm sure euu can de , cos got laoda here pei euu ma ! Lets jiaYou together okies ? = )) Chinyee aka ( stop spilling water out of yr mouth ) : Hey ai zi , So how's yr first day at sch ? fun ? fine ? Gotta know any new crappy friends like yr ownself ma ? hahax Hope euu are doin perfectly fine there okays ? =p Barbara aka ( smallest ): Hey xiao di , shuang hor ni ? still can sleep until late afternoon . Go out wif friends , and stuff ! hahax . Btw the noven thing , dont too sad . I'm sure euu'll fin someone tat euu love and loves euu very soon de . k ? We miss euu ! Wenlingg aka (mushroom de` booBoO ) : My dEar gal , are euu doing fine at yr course ? I hope so ohh . Seems like euu are already being drained off all yr energy le ? Drink more WATER n Quickly get well soon okay ? And pls pls pls ~ eat during yr break time k ? i misS euu !! Hope everybody is doing well at each of their courses . It's a brand new start for all of us . I know we might not adapt to it , not used to it . Euu might cry sometimes , thinking of it . But life has to go on . So lets just remember all the happy times we had together , and put those sweet memories close to our heart . okay ? I miss each and everyone of euu guys !!! Loves , Laoda . 9:14 PM OMG!!!EGGTARTS!!! I LOVE MY MOMMY!!!!!!!!SHE BOUGHT ME EGGTARTS WITHOUT ME KNOWING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!lol...jus wanna share my joy:) I LOVE MY BEAUTIFUL ORDINARY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!! Mommy'S gal, JOE-Y 9:05 PM wahahaha... well well...tricked by tat mushroom gal...say till so excited to receive files and links from me...well,wad can i do...i've got to show care,concern and compassion for food tat we can eat..wahahhahah... anyway,read mary's entry...frankly,my first instincts like is she gonna bring us somewhere and jus settle... or rather,satisfy her hunger...wahahhaha...well well, i wont asked u more since u don wanna reveal... lol...time well prove everything:) looking forward to wad she's gonna do...wahahha oh ya,jus now in the lift saw this person wit badminton racket (think she's school team,but don noe wad school) wearing red kinda jersey...think the team's name is 'CASSIOPEIA', with the crown symbol...it's RED and CASSIOPEIA...woohoo... TVfXQ,DBSK,TVXQ,THSK!aja!hwaiting! JOE-Y 8:49 PM girls ; chinyee mary qinyi and jiayan. sry eh. i'm veh tired tonight. so i go slp alr. my energy is drainedd! so i guess i wont be waiting for you all to online alr. sry chinyee, cus i promised euu. but i got come online just that i came earlier and left earlier. =x tata, the mushroom is tiredd. 8:05 PM ello ^-^ hi its 3:05pm now n i juz finish my presentation ^-^ so happy... i wan so nervous juz now... haha juz went to read our blog n i feel dat i should express myself abt ytd haha +-+ ytd when i saw the cake, i was really veri touch n tears were abt to roll.however i saw cy cried so my tears juz seems to stop at the eyes, i dunno y... anyway a big tks n hug to lao da n boo for organisin the things... tks to the 5 of u, i really enjoyed myself ytd :) its the 1st time this ever happen in my life. i really wanna faster bring u all to a place but lets keep dat as a secret 4 now -_- as 4 the video i will watch it everytime when i feel down or bored haha +_+ kks ltd den tok >< 3:04 PM to all my sweet lil girls, i'm now in class. laoda and jiayan in sch. chinyee and mary should be busying doing or presenting their presentation. and baba should be slping alr. i'm not in the mood for sch yet. i wanna sleep or spend fruitful time with my girls. sob. when when when can we SIX meet up again eh? i really miss my girls.. loves, wenlingg. 2:16 PM a whole new world... browsing through my songs in my mp4 player this morning,found dbsk version of 'a whole new world'...hmmmm...suits all of us>gonna face it...yup.. a whole new world... JOE-Y 1:25 PM Sunday, April 15, 2007happy together...>_< enjoyed the last day to be a 'full-time'C.T.B member..2007,apr 15th...a day which i want and will remember even few years down the road:)i know very well tat i have kinda serious STM...but i WILL get this in my brain...somehow,its like goin against the nature...wahahaha...anyway wad happened today REALLY made a BIG impact for me..be it emotionally(so sorry i cant hold back my tears...bleh)or physically(muacks thingy...lol)hmmmm...(speechless)i strongly believe tat...we've reached to those kinda 'heart to heart'type of friendship...at least I DO FEEL IT:)wahahaha...u guys pls take care and quickly adapt to the new enviroment...by then..i believe C.T.B WILL COME BACK TOGETHER AGAIN...aja!hwaiting!(ps:SOMEBODY>not me this time:) pls send photos of today to me!!!lol with hugs, JOE-Y 10:40 PM Saturday, April 14, 2007All CTB's members are meeting up tml. at mary house. in the afternoon. Party, let's party, it's party time. laoda and ahboo say got surprise for us. i wonder what surprise are we having. loves, smallest 4:35 PM it's ok it's alright everything will be fine. i've gotten myself prepared and ready for this new. lose some, gain some. always look on the bright side of life! :) love, smallest 12:43 AM Friday, April 13, 2007im jiayan im jiayan wOohOo! im sO happy tOday!! darling chinyee, we love yuu! gagas. =) 9:42 PM Cooling down... ![]() hmmm...think everything is ok with me now...im back to my normal and usual way of thinking..(ps:i heard protests)lol...okies...im back to my EXTRAORDINARY mindset den...wahahahha...anyway sorry ppl for the above photo..but i really wanna share...BUT,''get this in ur rotten head or skull''lol..a line from somewhere...tats jus PHOTOSHOP...whaahahha laughing off, JOE-Y 1:09 AM i havent been meeting up with CTB. had orientation for the last 3 days. so yeah. overall, it's fun la. except for some irritating and lame activities. would be meeting them soon. on sunday. do what? i also duno. lol. just know gotta go down to mary house. AT BOON LAY CAN! *yawns* faints. so far.... loves, baba 12:49 AM Thursday, April 12, 2007funny photos to share...saddening entry?to a certain extent... ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() well well...come to think of it...if wad we read is all fiction,im still gonna praise tat person who came out with all tat...cos it really touches my heart... cos everything seems in an order without much flaws... but if somehow its the truth,my sympathy really goes out to dbsk... not only in the view of a cassiopeia but also as a human-being... nobody in this world deserve this kinda treatment... esp 5 youngsters who jus only wanna fulfill their dreams came together,in this case...now i rather remember the happy memories they given me... 11:40 AM 此时此刻的心情 i'm really feelin veri depressed now becuz of all the things i juz saw... anyway chin yee, u don have 2 be sry cuz i juz saw a fan saein dat the photo looks like vacation de 造型 so i tink N hope dat it is nt true... i nv thought dat they would be treated dis way. i always thought dat they were treated like kings in SM becuz they r so talented.. they always give me a feelin dat they r veri happy but it seems dat that is only the surface... i often c things abt dbsk n saw a lot of their interviews but i nv thought abt a hidden meanin behind dat statements. i juz thought dat it was 4 the effects n i always laugh along but now i will give a 2nd thought 2 wad they sae.. when i saw wad the ppl wrote i juz realise dat it's nt dat they didn sae anything abt all those incidents but i didn notice wad they were tryin 2 sae.. i feel so helpless n useless T-T if all those reports were real, i really admire jaejoong becuz he could still look so perfect n dat no cassiopeia noticed anything.i would also look up 2 yunho becuz jaejoong n yunho were the ones 2 be beaten the most... if the reports were fake, den i'm happy 4 them cuz at least they didn went through all those pains. i would really curse dat person 4 writin all those things n made me cried so badly over it... now i have a indescribable feelin n i hope dat by tml, can return 2 the normal mary ya, dats all now... gotta watch the heroine 6 to make myself happier...at least over there, i can c a happy jaejoong n dbsk instead of a helpless 1 12:42 AM Wednesday, April 11, 2007initially without jae joong... ![]() ![]() okies...realise tat many beautiful things may not seem as nice as they were supposed to be...we never know wads the thing behind each successful or perfect thing.i always like this sentence of mine...''beautiful things are always short-lived with significance...same to happy memories:)''maybe...tats how things goes in life... happy memories...is better having cruel reality memories still...similarly,dbsk may not have been the dbsk we know today...and tat pretty face of jae joong can be buried with secrets we cant see...cos,we always remember the show tat dbsk ''WOW'' us with and always oversee the process tat bring us amusement...this i hope and wish is not the truth...but pictures shows it...mary...sorry for confirming with u the jae joong's photo is maybe jus a photoshop...frankly, i cant confirm with my confirmation to you also...as usual, time will prove everything.. JOE-Y 11:59 PM change of address. hello darlings, i've changed my url for my blog. pls take note. the link on this blog is the latest, current one. =) loves jiiayann 4:38 PM i'm in my class now!!! hello everyone... i'm in my class n i juz finish my survey... its the first day of RP orientation n i feel so excited!!! i tink my classmate is quite friendly n yeah... ok dats all 4 now^-^ 11:52 AM Tuesday, April 10, 2007Okay ppl , IT's Video time again . Brought to euu by laoda again . hahax . Taken while k-boxing !! Enjoy = ) |
6 different gurls coming from a diversified background nd upbringing. living in different parts of singapore yet remaining a strong bond. leading each of our own hectic life but always make it a point to meet up once in a while. we are all unique nd we embrace each other's difference with our heart. we don't swear to be friends forever, but we would do our best to keep this relationship going. we are Ctb(: MALIO JIAYAN JOEY BABA WENLING Fresh from the Oven! ARCHIVE March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 August 2009 April 2010 |