Well well~

it's been a 5 to 6? entries since i updated here~

ha~nowadays have been kinda busy...interviews here and there~

finally,feb 29 is going to be the start of work...im working two jobs for this holiday:)

all part time~ill be at RP from march 13 to march 19 in the team of HP,maybe selling of laptop or as a cashier from 8am till 8pm:)feel free to bring more money or cards to purchase SOME from us!!!ha~

hmmm...i always believe the saying ,纸是包不住火的...

Indeed my parent know abt mr ho...

and frankly,im really happy that they knew abt it...

happy in a sense,he deserve to be regonised after all these months as it's being kinda unfair to him...sorry.

And as expected,i had a talk with my daddy,a short one over the phone with my mummy...

And again,as predicted,they would want me to focus on my studies...

i knew it...they're my parents afterall~

I remembered once telling mr ho that if there's ever a day that i chose to leave him,the reason will definately be because of my parents...as i really really love my parents and wont want to disobey them...being a chicken here?ha~yup...i admit...im really timid...

However,i don't know wad people call this as...a form of 'energy' as in strong courage filled my heart...'ill go all out to protect this love',(ps:sang in one of dbsk song:) made me think further...

'爱真的需要勇气...我们都需要勇气去相信会在一起',have been singing this sentence in the song lots of times before and now really understand the meaning of it...

a simple sentence 'u don be scare. jus wait for the day where i take over your hands from your daddy on the red carpet and walk the rest of the road of life wif u'

(ps:it may seems unrealistic to say now...but i believe it...)

it made me to be so ashamed of myself to feel that timid and dare not face it before...

yup...im going to face EVERYTHING with mr ho...i must buck up!hwaiting!

i want to be a better person so as not to disappoint EVERYONE who care and love me~

nowaday have been facing and have this feeling of 'unseen pressure'...for those who REALLY understand me,you should know im ALWAYS affected by ppl whom i care...

i learned this saying from one of my 'sister'...

i totally agree with him...and i happened to apply on my recent 'lesson' learned with mary:)

Dear CTB-ians~i know how you guys felt about me all this while...for 'neglecting' you guys and all that stuffs...all i need is time and more encouragement...and not those 'hurtful' and discouragements...i don think there's any wrong with you guys doing that...

but...it just only prompt me to think and evaluate once again,知心的朋友...

Mr ho and me are glad that at least we have had our 'TRUSTED FRENZ' to understand us:)

THANKS!!!to whoever 'trusted fren'whom happened to read this entry:)

At the end of the day,i do still love my beautiful ordinary life in which consists of CTB:)

ps:cecilia!don think i neh read ur blog!the section of introduction,'thanks and bye',

ur lovelee ctb...!arrgh~maybe u should write one entry about me and ill be gladly to increase ur viewership by viewing agian~hee:)

Hellos hellos!
Rushing at th last few hours of this PIG year to update our Ctb` blog(:

Chinyee's outta town; everyone knows rite? Let's hope she'll bring us some goodies back? Haha!

How's everyone? I think all of you (by this time) have alrdy finished you reunion dinner? (:
I had a fulling dinner at my ahma house just not. Might be going out ltr, to temple?

I've messaged all of you. Only Mary nv reply? Hmm.
MARY MARY WHERE ARE YOU?
Haha! Everyone get back to me soon kays, let's see when we can meet up at Mary's place? Den maybe we can go around to other people's house? (:

Contact contact kays!
:D

happy cny,
jiayan