For Laoda:)For Slider:)
For Mary:)

For ah boo:)

hihihihihihi~

kekex it's been a long time since i came here~

Ha~gonna start to be kinda sentimental now~

hmmm...sometimes i really wonder do i really understand myself?

at times,i cant seems to really be honest with myself.

and that,honesty that we claim we undestand could actually be just a surface thingy,a lie,an excuse to make ourselves feels better.

getting away from guilt.

saying things like 'im being honest to tell you exactly how i feel' when hey ur heart is thinking otherwise...

im confused with lots of things going through my mind...

but i recalled back things that my respectable father told me~

we were havng a small chat...

'Any idea why woud I rather you to be late then waking you up every morning?'Daddy asked.

'Nope,but i always turn on alarm to wake me up using my handphone ma',

i replied and awaits for his reply without any thoughts thinking its just some casual jokes we always crack.

'Daddy won't be always by your side to remind you this and that so i think letting you to learn from the consequences of being late and thus learn from it would let you cultivate something that's important in your life,isn't it?'he replied with a gentle smile on his face.

that's so evil of him.leaving me to think as usual with that smiling face of his!ha!:)

It strucked me to think LOTS.

We came to this world all alone and will be leaving this world alone too.

People that we came across in our lives could be in the form of 'friends','family','loved ones'.

And for each 'section' we have 'duties' to be done in the disguise by showing care,love and concern for them...

But at times we would go off track and forgets the initial meaning of starting something or objective of it...why?cos of the complication in human nature...anger,sadness and disappointments arises...and most of the time we don know how to handle our feelings at that particular times when we are mesmerised with the complicated feelings...

ha~the above passage is directly from the heart...so it coud be in some sort of weird linkage and that hard to understand~

but hey,let's stop using our brain and use our heart to talk for this moment:)

kekex~

let's meet up soon:)

winks~

joe-y

yo ppl!here to share something again:)hee~anyway before i begin,thanks 'judee' for complimenting my entry about my mama:)kekex~
it's really a touching lyrics that i always wanted to share but keep forgetting...

I'll end it off with some thoughts of mine:)here it goes...

It's impossible to understand what's going through a guy's heart
You told me that you wanted me and now that
I've given you everything,you tell me you're leaving
You told me that it was the first time you felt this way,

and said that I was special
I believed you...and it was my happiness

*You should have told me that your feelings had faded
I had no idea,and I continued to depend on you
Although I say I hate you now,I'll be missing you
Because I'm a girl,to whom love is everything...

They say that when you give a guy all he wants,
he quickly gets bored...
And now I know that's the truth...

And although I tell myself,
I'll never be tricked by love again
I fall in love,and my heart is broken again...

#Please don't break the hearts of girls,who'll do anything for love...
I didn't know that living this life while being loved would be so hard

Girl OS:
Today we broke up...
You told me to meet someone better than you,and be happy...
You're just like all the other guys...

What happened to when you told me that you loved me?

Honestly,I don't want you to be happy...
What am I going to do if you really forget about me?
I'm in so much pain,more pain than I can bare...
Because I'm still in love with you..

Boy OS:
There's someone I'm in love with...
Athough I can't be with her now...
I'm still in love with her...

hee~touched?ha..least I am:)and i simply like the way

how the feeling of ''because im a gal'' attitude to be conveyed out

that clearly and 'painfully'.
But then again that's only one-sided part of thinking...

look at the boy's OS.
He left her for a REASON.
Underlying message is,both still do love each other.
Guess from this guy,loving from afar could have been the best solution
for both bare and honest hearts that once met...
That's wad i actually thought about and agreed to it...

LOVE is not about having a rationale behind everything,there's no right or wrong...
it's still the 'thing' that made both party going through pain,contradiction

and most importantly,the 'times' in which they say 'heart-connection'.

Ha~sounded*beyond description*?
Funny though...songs which contains lyrics are made up of words that

we learned and having the ability to understand.

Same tune,different words used,it became another meaning.Ha.
So what's the lyrics in our hearts for our loved ones?It changes,doesn't it?
That's why i love expressing and also interpreting someone
elses feelings through music and lyrics:p
*ps:CTB'ers!!!we watched together this show!NICE:)

hee~end of my sharing:)kekex~

lyrics in my heart for my 'beloved'(should know who you are:)
~爱我...非你莫属我只愿守护由你给的幸福...

也许会笑着哭,但那人是你所以不怕苦~
~What do you get when you need a guy?you get enough tears to fill an ocean~
~Maybe if I try a little,hope a little more..ill breathe again...~
kekex~life examples of my own:)so which one suits the bill?
Tat's up to your partner's 'job' now:P
Let's start thinking of the lyrics of our hearts for our loved ones now~
Singing off, because im a girl...
joe-y ^_^