Thursday, January 31, 2008

hihihihihihi~

kekex it's been a long time since i came here~

Ha~gonna start to be kinda sentimental now~

hmmm...sometimes i really wonder do i really understand myself?

at times,i cant seems to really be honest with myself.

and that,honesty that we claim we undestand could actually be just a surface thingy,a lie,an excuse to make ourselves feels better.

getting away from guilt.

saying things like 'im being honest to tell you exactly how i feel' when hey ur heart is thinking otherwise...

im confused with lots of things going through my mind...

but i recalled back things that my respectable father told me~

we were havng a small chat...

'Any idea why woud I rather you to be late then waking you up every morning?'Daddy asked.

'Nope,but i always turn on alarm to wake me up using my handphone ma',

i replied and awaits for his reply without any thoughts thinking its just some casual jokes we always crack.

'Daddy won't be always by your side to remind you this and that so i think letting you to learn from the consequences of being late and thus learn from it would let you cultivate something that's important in your life,isn't it?'he replied with a gentle smile on his face.

that's so evil of him.leaving me to think as usual with that smiling face of his!ha!:)

It strucked me to think LOTS.

We came to this world all alone and will be leaving this world alone too.

People that we came across in our lives could be in the form of 'friends','family','loved ones'.

And for each 'section' we have 'duties' to be done in the disguise by showing care,love and concern for them...

But at times we would go off track and forgets the initial meaning of starting something or objective of it...why?cos of the complication in human nature...anger,sadness and disappointments arises...and most of the time we don know how to handle our feelings at that particular times when we are mesmerised with the complicated feelings...

ha~the above passage is directly from the heart...so it coud be in some sort of weird linkage and that hard to understand~

but hey,let's stop using our brain and use our heart to talk for this moment:)

kekex~

let's meet up soon:)

winks~

joe-y